My weight is still the same. I still feel like shit. Im in pain but im not willing to break. Because im a stubborn asshole. I almost punched an old man from england at the supermarket today who cut in front of me in the line.
Very tired
Today was a little rough. Today was official the first day of the Thai new Year. Therefore, I decided to have my helper leave early to enjoy time with her family. Therefore, I finsihed my juice plan at 2pm. Afterwards i decided to take a nap. Spent most of the night relaxing. I had a power outage for about 2 hours. There are some large scale riots going on in Bangkok now. Bangkok is about 6 hours drive south of here. It makes me happy to see people organizing against the government. Alot of people here think that it is a shame on the country to see people organizing and causing disturbances here. I believe protest is an excellent way to show you are proud and would like change.
I think of life in America and what the government under George Bush has done to the country and the rest of the world…… What ever happened to the Vietnam era type of protests we used to have? Obviously the government is lying and has mislead all of its people with the invasion of Iraq and Afghanastan…… Where are the protesters back home? The USA has singled handly killed more innocent people in the last 10 years, and nobody cares. Maybe they are just to brainwashed by the media and false guidance of politicians. Enough said…. I hate politics and talking about wars. The Vietnam war is just a small deal compared to what is going on now. Honestly, I am most dissapointed by the lack of good music like there was in the 70’s. Protests and time of change bring the BEST music. 

Anyone who follows the roots of astrology will be the first to say that many crazy things can happen in this time of the year. Aries the fire sign and the full moon are double trouble! On the news is just blundering everywhere! Tornadoes, fires, fighting, death……… its all to be had now! There are some good people born this month out there I guess, there are just hard to find. Aries certainly cause this world a lot of problems (notorious liars and fighters). Enough about those assholes, its day 9 of my therapy. I must say things went fairly smooth today. One of the hardest things to overcome with this therapy is the time factor. You must use your time wisely. The therapy will consume the most of your day, but there is still time to let your mind wander. Time has a way of certainly slowing when doing something you don’t want to do. Last time I did this therapy by myself, it seemed like I was spending days in jail. Days seem like weeks, weeks like months. It certainly mandatory to have the proper set up conducting this therapy. If you dont have the proper help and good vibes, your chances of success and completion are low. I suggest creating a proper aura for your home. Location, relaxing music, candles, and activities such as yoga or meditation are highly recommended. It is equally important to have your mental health when conducting any healing procedure. Telling someone to stay positive when their health is not well (mentally and physically) is not easy. This is the hardest for me to accomplish. I am a total recluse, have a lust for life, and get sidetracked quite easily. I will elaborate more in my future posts….. Here is my picture of the day. Here are some break dancers att he mall today. Break dancing is a regular activity at the malls in Thailand. They have some cheesy rap and a bunch of people sitting around. I suggest they find jobs! 















(December 21, 2012)