Gerson Thailand Cancer Therapy Grandpas Organic Farm Chiang Dao

My weight is at 163 pounds or 72 Kg. Nice to see another month completed. (600 carrot juices and 180 coffee enemas) I dont know how much longer I will need to do this for, but things take time. Patience is a daily battle. Start off the day optimistic, and want to explode by the night time. I have switched to 2 coffee enemas from 3 per day. It seems to be helping stay somewhat hydrated. The enemas are required for it seems I no longer have any healthy bacteria left in my digestion. Without the use of enemas I have no chance of ever defecating on my own. Losing your health is a dark lonely place. I just keep trying to plan my next move….. that is the only way to stay optimistic. Its the same way a man feels on a long term prison sentence. All he wants to do is tell you about the plan for when he “gets out”

“Well when i get out, im gonna ………….”

I wonder what I will do when I get out of my “dark lonely place”

I think Im gonna start with a haircut and a shave. If I was walking down the street in warren, mi I would hope that someone would advise me to do so, shouting from a vehicle window.

Had thai learning class again yesterday. It is surely nice to get out of the house for a few hours. It is very difficult to try to act like im not in pain OR A TOTAL MENTAL WRECK. I am trying to improve my therapy in a couple different areas. I am looking into buying a water distiller. It is nearly impossible to find distilled water here. The water I have been using is heavily fluoridated. Fluorination of the water causes huge disturbances in your hormones. This is an area where I am already having trouble. The approval and endorsement of fluoride usage from the American dental association (or any government) is one of the biggest scams in world health history.
Also, I am still trying to find more organic vegetables and fruits. Luckily the growing season is here now. Its not customary for them to grow the same veggies and fruits here. The produce is very low quality and the pesticide usage is very high here. The highest pesticide usage in southeast asia. The only people who seem to care about the proper cultivation are the hill tribes.

I would like to begin the growing of my own vegetables and fruits. That is the only way to get the proper amount and quality I am looking for. They do have schools and and soil for organic growing here.

THIS IS SOME REALLY NICE BAMBOO ON THIS TRUCK!

i ALSO LIKE THE PINK MAN PURSE!

There are a few ways I look to improve on the therapy. This is the same time I gave up on the therapy last time. I have been eating about 15-20 Mangosteen per day. They seem to be causing large bacterial die offs in my knees and ankles. I spent most of the day in bed yesterday, the pain is quite uncomfortable. I have been in denial over half of my life as to how sick my body really has been. I am the type where I like to push my body to the fullest quite often without concern for adverse signals to stop. I need to try and find a format to prevent future mental breakdowns. The smallest problem has the ability to make me crumble. I think there is a Thai woman that can help.

I would like to get back to some bad taste humor today………

I observed this soi dog yesterday in downtown……He seems to be your average chiang mai soi dog………

He wants to know What are you looking at????????

Well, I couldnt help but notice this is not your average soi dog…….. NICE BALLS! These have got to be be the biggest balls out of any dog or thai man (not saying much) in Thailand.

Im at a lost of words of how I really feel today. No, I im not. A total mental mind fucking. Defecated all over my self again. I love swimming in a bowl of my own shit and piss. I thought I would be used to shitting on myself by now…..

I cannot believe that life has become this. I will get my revenge

I celebrated day 50 today by defecating all over myself in the early morning. That was a little thank you gift from the gods for completing the first 50 days.

Thanks god! I FEEL GREAT!

ANOTHER BIG THANK YOU TO THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT FOR CREATING LYME BACTERIA AND USING IT ON ITS OWN PEOPLE!

(who said life would be easy?)

My health hasnt changed much in the past week or so. Sleeping at least 12 hours a day seems to help with anxiety and fatigue.

The Mangosteen is finally back in season here in the jungle. The health benefits of the Mangosteen are many. I am happy that they are available fresh in Thailand. They are found mostly in southeast asia. (so are skinny women) People around the world spend alot of money on supplements, pasteurized juices, and items such as Monavie or Xango. In the united States it is literally impossible to find these. A simple google search will tell you all the scientific details.
I believe the health benefits are found in the original organic Mangosteen. Not some powdered, killed, non-enzymatic form…… I love when the companies who produce Xango go ahead and add harmful processed sugars to a supposed over priced health drink.
I have read many articles claiming that the Mangosteen is considered one of the best fruits for helping with Lyme in particular. I ate about 10 of them today.

They taste like breast milk!

Charlotte Gerson who runs the Therapy center in Mexico is responsible for assisting the curing cancer in over 1,000 people. All of the doctors I have seen, are responsible for never curing one person. Charlotte is known for saying that prayer and faith is good, but believe in the therapy. I BELIEVE IN THE CARROT JUICE. In the end, the enzymes, vitamins, and minerals of the fresh organic carrot juice have the ability to heal. Not one US administered drug has ever healed anybody.

I have my faith, but i do believe strongly in the carrot as the answer to my problems.

I can literally feel all the toxins swirling around my brain. Headaches are an everyday thing. It is very hard to relax and think straight.

Mentally I feel much better than last week. I have a new project to begin here in Thailand. More info to come.

Here is a pic of some silly monkey in a pick up truck. This reminds me of some sanford and sons sitcom. I cant believe all the rubbish he is able to put on this thing. Total value of all this shit? He looked at us like we were crazy when we took the pic.