Gerson Thailand Cancer Therapy Grandpas Organic Farm Chiang Dao

“I have been doing 4 different coffee enemas a day.  It usually takes me about 3 times at 14 minutes each.  Therefore, 12 times a day I am laying in my bed inserting a tube into my ass and shitting after wards.   Every other day I am drinking castor oil at 5am, laying in bed nautious for 4 hours then shitting my brains out.  My regular day consists of defecating 12-15 times a day.  I still have a raging bladder infection and have to experience painful urination all day and night as well.  Shitting myself has become a normal routine like getting the newspaper in the morning ”

This is an answer to the frequent question from people of recent.  Questions such as “Steve, what are you doing lately?”  and “Steve, what are you doing for work?”  and “What is so hard about drinking carrot juice all day?”  and “why dont you want to go out tonight?” oh and my favorite….. “you are lazy”

“do you feel as though you have been rehabilitated”?

weight 150.5 lbs.

I admit I am starting to accept my new way of life.  Us humans have a way to adapting to situations regardless.   You have to figure, we all  have gone through alot of bullshit the older we get to get where we are today.    Each person has their own obstacles and demons to take care of.  Cant keep feeling bad about something, and not trying to do something positive to correct the issue.  The morale is beginning to pick up.  I dont want to say positive, but I feel like a long  journey has been embarked upon, and Im gaining ground.   I even defecated on myself the other and dint even get upset.  Normally, I would throw tempers like a child.

5 months is enough time to prove to oneself that this therapy can be done.  I CAN do this, and I WONT stop until my health is better.  I stress oneself, for a health therapy to eradicate a chronic disease is not to prove anything to to anyone besides yourself.  I am not inspired by others thinking I cannot, Im inspired because I know I can.

My body feels similar to a wilted plant in the garden.  It is craving the necessary nutrients and proper conditions for survival.  It has existed on this earth for 28 years and NEVER had the proper conditions to flourish.  Finally, it is recieving the proper care.   5 months is only a beginning to a complete revival.

“when my fucking legs heal, ive got alot of asses to kick!”

Feeling extra lethargic of recent.  My body is going through some major changes.  I will wake tomorrow at 5 am again to drink the castor oil.  I feel like I may be heading towards another healing period of severe pain and sickness.  I am currently not retaining much from my coffee enemas.  This tends to be a sign that points towards this reaction.

It is very hard to explain this therapy to people.  They refuse to believe in can work.  Im quite sure the people who read this prolly think the same.  It matters not.  I think I have a year to find out.  I really dont have any other option.

Two biggest complaints for now…..  is still the raging anxity and bladder infection.  Its very hard to relax.   My weight has remained steady for the past week.  I guess this is some good news.

I just started to get some strange pain in both of my lymphnodes in my armpits.  not sure what this about, but could be high toxins attempting to leave the body.

mogwai got her hair cut…..  the lion returns!

Woke up about 6:15 am today.  Drank my castor oil.  and went to the market this morning.  It is very hard to drink this oil.  I try to think of reasons not to take this stuff every other day.  Tomorrow I will be taking a drive to Doi Inthanon which is a hill tribe in the  mountain here in Northern Thailand.  This is where I plan on cultivating the carrots.  I am excited but will have to spend alot of time in the car tomorrow.  My secretary will be driving.   Growing carrots will be very very cheap here.

Went and say the new disney panda movie last night.  That was a hard one to sit through.  The movie selection here is very shitty.  They have mostly Hollywood titles, just alot of lame ones.

Mogwai has a small infection above her eye.  I had to take her to go see the doctor the other day.  I hate doctors.  Of course more antibiotics for my sick cat.  I ended up mixing her tuna can food now with some freshly grinded carrot to give her some nutrition.  She is looking sickly skinny just like her daddy.

My second date went really good last night.  I love her man.

I like The Buremese women.  This womans body is like something out of a painting.  It is like an ice cream cone.  This is why south east asia is such a wonderful place.  In america, I wouldnt stand a chance at such beauty.  Not with my fianances.  I feel like a new man.  I would really like to take this girl back to show off a bit.

“I figure with my current finances im set for life……  If I get shot in the head tomorrow morning”

Today I have no power.  I have been resting all day.  No more, no more, NO MORE!  more carrot juice was needed for my depleted energy sources.

I have been waking up everyother day at 5am to drink the castor oil.  Tomorrow morning I will do the same.   I have adapted to this schedule quite well.  My ass is getting so skinny and boney that it falls right in the hole of toilet seat.  I am a bit worried about losing anymore weight.  I will try and contact the gerson people about this.  iT is quite clear that my body is not utilizing the cooked foods.

The struggle continues……  at least the morale is up from last post.

Im a romantic guy….. flowers bunch here in thailand $1.10 out the door

The battle continues.

My weight has dropped to 68.4 Kg (150.5 pounds)  My body is very frail.  I really dont like going out and being seen in public.  Still very angry at this overall situation.  There is nothing I will do to change my therapy.  I do not care what anybody suggests I do differently.  The worst thing about the subject of health that nobody REALLY knows what is right and has their own strong opinion about it.  I reccommend to others on this therapy not to tell anyone else what you are doing.  They will only tell you to change or try something else.  Especially a doctor.

I have been doing much research about organic gardening now.  I found a couple pirated ebooks on the net and have been reading away.  I have plenty of time ot read when I am doing coffee enemas.

I think I may have another date tonight.  I feel like shit (as usual) but I think I like this girl.  Shes a Burmese queen.  Daddy like.  I could use some more ocntent for my new book “Dating while Detoxing”  The cover can have me having a love serenade on the toilet…..

Finally got out of the house the other night.  There was outdoor party hosted by a friend of ours where I got to set up my juice machine and make carrot juice for the people.  I had some help from the lady who works for me.  Got to meet some new people.  The juice machine at parties always goes over well.

I keep a little bottle of vodka in case people need that little extra……

vodka and organic carrot juice is a great mix.

Anyway, I met a new girl.  She is 25 years old, an Aries, and from Myanmar (Burmese).    The Burmese people have less money than the Thais.  Many of them are refugees that come to Thailand to look for money.  I cant imagine getting excited to come here and make slave labor money.

I think I should write  abook called “Dating during a 130 day detox”

Suggestestions for Men who are chronically ill, 50 pounds under a healthy weight, with extremely low testosterone, who refuse to give up…..

The nice thing about losing almost 50 pounds on my body, it has no effect on my penis.  Youd think maybe I would lose some gerth and length with this much weight comes from the body.  Of all the problems I DO have, and complain about, at least im not worried about this.

The date went allright I guess.  I have yet to meet a thai girl I am interested in.   Then again it is hard to meet good girls anywhere.

It is not customary to shave body hair or wax the upper lip here.  Those black hairs are alot more visible than the blonde ones for sure.    After a while you get used to Bush league ladies.  We refer to them as bush babies.

Here is a Thai man tryin to fix my drawer.  Showed up with SLAYER SHIRT ON

My friend jiggi (nick) finally got his new place.   Its a 2 bedroom bungalow with one and a HALF bathroom.  He thanks his accountant and lawyer back home.