Gerson Thailand Cancer Therapy Grandpas Organic Farm Chiang Dao

well i guess things are going as well as they possibly could now. I am situated nicely in my new home. Energy is hard to come by these days, and most of my time is spent laying in bed. weight is still about the same… still experience sweats, strange temperature changes, bladder misfucnction/loss of control, mood swings, and aches and pains all over my body. I still wake about 4-5 times during the night to painfully urinate. The constant consumption of juice during the day amplifies my bladder infection immensley.
I have been getting feedback from some friends people saying “WOW, your health is really bad…etc.” No shit! I have known this for a long long time! Im not the type to complain to often, and wasnt properly taking care of myself, and my body became terminally ill. Happy to eradicating this thing finally, im tired of the therapy, talking about it, etc. etc etc………

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My knees seem to feel ok in the early morning, but by noon it is hard to walk.  Lot of laying down, trying to keep them elevated.  Doesnt seem to help too much.  It hurts to sit, hurts to stand….  Got a nice new toilet seat for the bathroom.  I SPEND ALOT OF TIME ON THE BOWL.  Nice padded seat and elevated for my lenghty body.  Its easir on my knees and back.  Got a nice new bed from the store today.   I will be relocating soon to a new unfurnished home.  I am very happy to get out of the city and go to the mountains.  Its the only place that seems to make sense for me now.  The city has NOTHING to offer somebody on a detox therapy such as this.  It is very nice to have my helper to do all the moving and driving for me.  Today he has taken the second truck load for me, while I can continure the therapy and rest.  Its nice to have help, but I am the get up and go kinda guy and I wish I was out there helping. 

This month I have accomplished more than any other in my life.  Especially of recent, when simple tasks can cause much wasted time and frustration.  I will have some new pics from the farm soon.  The tomatoes and carrots are growing along very quickly now….  I am sure they are enjoying the nutrient rich organic soil.    The organic soil provides the perfect stage for all of the required nutrition needed for the plant.   I think people forget that you are what you eat….  and the plants and vegetables are what they eat….  therefore we are what exactly is in the soil.  Do you want to be a genetically modified plant grown strictly by man made chemicals?  Do you think this (multi-vitamin culture) nutrition type of thinking is working successfully?

walking is becoming a more daunting task.  the pain in my knees and ankles is immense.  I never realized what a priveldge it is to walk….  It is difficult to sit upright in this chair as I write this.  MY back is really struggling to support my weight.  Last week I asked the creator if “thats all you got?”  meaning this is nothing what else can you bring?  Well this week I can barely walk.  Ask and thou shall recieve.  Thats alright, I am expecting some changes after almost 7 months are complete….  The changes are coming, the bacterial die-offs are coming in large numbers now.  I have switched to 4 coffee enemas daily to rid of headaches.  I am constantly sweating and feeling the effects of major changes in my body.   

the show goes on…..  Recieved some more organic seed in the mail finally…  arrived and freshly in the soil…

Im very tired.  My knees have been killin me.  Hard to get a good rest at night when I have to wake up every hour to painfully urinate.  When my bladder infection goes away, Im gonna throw a party for sure.  I think the bladder infection is certainly the number one thing I would like to get rid of.  The farm project is progressing well.  Sprinklers are in process of being installed.   I will have more pictures up soon.  I have been looking for a new house the last couple of days.  I believe i have found one.  Not exactly what I want, but I think it will work.  My therapy is quite restrictive and demanding.  I try not to seem like the guy who is picky about this stuff, but I have to make sure the therapy can continue.  Health is number one. 

I have been talking to a new girl lately.  She works at a restaurant by my condo.  I see her working every day about 12 hours.  Up early in the mornign at 4am all day.   That to me is sexy.  Funny how priorities change as you get older.    I carved a pumpkin the other day at my place.   I showed the helper lady here how to do.  She has never carved a pumkin before.  She was asking about eating it……   Its hard to get in the spirit whens it 90 degrees out.  I have to keep it in the fridge. 

    Im nearing 200 days now and Im starting to feel comfortably numb.  My body has gotten so used to being in chronic pain.  I wonder whats it like not to be in pain.  Im in a healing zone, and I believe I am winning.  I will get out of this hell soon.   Im headin to the mountains, which seems like the only logical thing to do at this point.   Heres the  angry fucking punkin.   Happy halloween to all my fan club.  (the fan club is you the reader who get to personally spend time injesting my bullshit 2-3 times per week)