Nice to see another month gone….. Very sad to say goodbye to my momma as she returned back to the america farm today. It was really hard for to find words fora a goodbye this time. I have never been good with those anyways. There is a unique feeling under these unique situations happening now. There was blood, sweat, and tears over the week visit. Lets of catching up to do, and I believe I had one of the BEST times in my life! Its hard for me stop crying.
some emotions and feelings cannot be explained with words. I believe they are just to special to be described with language. The last week seemed to have alot of these. I hope my momma had a birthday she will never forget.
Alot of stories to catch up over the next few blogs. some information I have temporarily withholded for surprises for my moms arrival as well. I will try and add all the photos now. Pictures from the building of the community center of the farm, the birthday party here, and updated plant pics will go up soon!
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Monday, November 30th, 2009Day 239 Happy Thanksgiving
Friday, November 27th, 2009Certainly a day to NEVER forget in my life. I spoke of getting healing reactions before……… but those were just minor flair ups…. I had a massive healing reaction this morning. This is when there is an overload of toxins in the body and they need to be released quickly. I felt like I was dying. Never have felt anything like that in my entire life. The most pain i have ever been in. I was blinded and what seemed to be temporaily blacked out. If I t wasnt for the supports on the side of my toilet chair I would have been on the ground. I woke up and was hanging of the side of the chair. Whatver demon came out of me was intense.
I have experimented with drugs alot in the past but no syntethic drug compares with that experience. Sweat was pouring from my head and body. I continued to have fever, crying spells, and pain all over my body. I spent most of the day in the bed just trying to figure what the fuck happened. I believe adrenaline was released and I felt nautious like I was in a car wreck all day yesterday. The books suggest to increase the coffee enemas. Still my headache would not go away. I did about 10 of them.
I feel like I recovered from a near death experience, although this is really the healing reaction. WOW. almost 8 months now… I get quite emotional about this now. Starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I was very happy to ave my mom at my side to help through. This was the first time I was truly scared and thinking I was going die. Quite ironic that she was her to be with me. For thanksgiving, I am so happy to be alive!
I will post some pics soon
day 237
Tuesday, November 24th, 2009I have merged websites to save some money. Therefore granpasorganicfarm.com will also direct people to the pictures section of this website. I figured I needed a website ASAP for the farm. In about 45 days we will be selling some of the extra vegetables and I would like for the people to have somewhere to come and check the information for the farm. Later, I will make the sites separate.
weight - 136 pounds….. never been this low before. I really wish my digestive track would start to function a bit more efficiently. I believe the answer will be a mostly raw diet. Luckily, soon i have the food processer and dehydrator that will allow some variety in cooking technique. I am really sick of the same shitty quality veggies here and poor selection. This last wait before the farm is ready is gonna kill me! Its like subtracting everything you can eat, then saying ok we have 30 percent of what you dont want anyway. FUCK!
Im in a shitty mood today. nothing seems to be going right……. just one of those days. I blame it on the fucking moon again. Its been a little chilly here lately….
strange weather like the desert…… a high of 90 degrees and a low of 50……. Heater in the morning, ac by the afternoon!
I must say i am rather excited about my mothers arrival tomorrow. I will take many pics and make sure to post. I feel a bit better than my post…. and my mobility has increased slightly. Half of this is a mental game…..
Even though my weight is at 136 lbs and im a as tall as a fucking house, people still dont believe that im sick. Because I can call my sickness cancer or AIDS, nobody takes it serious. They look at me like im lazy when I ask for help…… I honestly think i am too young and handsome to be considered sick! My frail structure wont do it…. I think my smile is just to beautiful, to be considered sick.
On a positive note, went and visited the hilltribe near my place. We are starting a program to teach the hilltribe organic farming. We will teach them at our farm then have them grow up in the mountain. Here are some pics from the mountain.
FARM PICS UPDATE!!!!! FLOWERING!!!
Saturday, November 21st, 2009Day 234- another healing reaction- HOPE
Saturday, November 21st, 2009Definte signs of changes occuring. Im in pain all over my body… Nautious, anxious, sweats, temp change, etc. 90 percent of my day is spent in bed. Yesterday even more. I wake up in pain…. The sacrifice continues. Now I write while in my bed. I have been eating my meals in my bed, juices, etc.
VERY HAPPY TO NOT BE IN A HOSPITAL BED WITH IGNORANT NURSES AND DOCTORS (drug dealers)
I* wish I didnt have to get up to urinate 15-20 times a day because my knees and ankles are killing me!
The cold seemed to come and go quite quickly. After 72 hours I have felt alot better. Still some mild congestion, but wethered the storm. I am referring to the past two days as a “flare up” this occurs when the body is undergoing healing. Alot of toxins have accumulated and are tryin to come out. Drinking the castor oil is hell, but moves out the toxins alot faster. I think after 8 months of this therapy I am really starting to learn a lesson. TAKE CARE OF YOUR PRECIOUS BODY! I have 4 days until my mother will be here. I am quite excited about this I must say. I wish i had more strength, especially since this area I live in has so much to offer.
I will e content with the time she is here, just talking and catching up the last 14 months. It has been 14 months since I have seen her.
I am beginning to feel like this therapy is fate for me. I believe the stars up above have put me where and I am for a reason. It is the ultimate test, and I hope I can prevail. I think it just wasnt my time to go. I think about how easy life will be with full health again…. I hope I can do things differently this time around, I hope this therapy ends up being the best thing to happen in my life. Of course now, it certainly seems like the worst. But I think that If I beat this horrible, horrible demon there is reward in the end. Everyone has their own unique fate and obstacles to overcome in this world….. Im just puttin my full time in everyday ……. No different that someone who labors 12 hours a day…….
I hope a healthy body, mind, and soul is a beautiful as they say it is……….
day 232
Tuesday, November 17th, 2009Yesterday afternoon I came down with a cold. Congestion and sore throat. This is the first time I have had any type of cold or additional sickness on TOP of a HOST of other chronic issues. I wondered how something like this would be. 10 carrot juices everyday and drinking castor oil, and coffee enemas should surely move this out quickly. I will be anxious to see how long it takes my body to overcome this. So far it hasn’t been too bad.
The urination has become more frequent and more loss of control. Waking up every hour or so has been consistent for I dont know how long. I cannot control when i stop going either. The therapy books mentioned the symptoms would get much worse as a part of the healing procedure. Thats exactly what is happening.
We have been contacting some markets throughout Thailand and setting up some sales networks for the organic vegetables. There seems to be a demand in the bigger cities like chiang mai and bangkok. They have alot of rich people who read the same health magazines in america and england. It seems like the turn into the age of aquarius is helping bring this GREEN movement. Its wonderful because I really dont have any serious competitors. I keep telling my secretary Taw that were gonna have legal drugs to sell and we will control the market. An organic produce monopoloy! hahahhaah I dont know this stuff for sure, but we are considering having a little stall to sell our stuff inside the city. I can rent a little storefront for 150 dollars a month! Dont need to worry about needing 20,000 dollars like back in the States! It will be worth a try, we will have MANY Many veggies soon!
Here is a pretty cool looking article I saved from the paper here. Their american sports coverage is hilarious. If translated properly to english, they refer to tackling as “hugging” Therefore in this picture the Phildelphia eagles are gathering together for a HUG!
day 230— pics from farm update——-WE GOT PLANTS!
Monday, November 16th, 2009
Here is a nice sweet picture of Ann (the juicer lady) and her friend
HERE ARE SOME DETROIT BEETS- (i really do have these called DETROIT BEETS) always representing the D
WHAT THE FUCK IS SUPERIMPOSE!?!?!?! UNtie ME FROM THIS FUCKING TRUCK!
GRAMPA AND STEVEN (CHANG NOI)
GRAMPA TAW STEVEN 3 SEXY MEN
Planting the smaller plants into rows!
TOMATO
RAINBOW CHARD
Castor oil INFO
Monday, November 16th, 2009
Okay I have been making jokes about how as mine as well drink motor oil instad of the castor oil…….. well I HAVE BENN DRINKING MOTOR OIL! In matter of fact some of the highest effecient motor oil used for race cars! Think im full of shit?
Castor Bean Motor Oil
The superior “oiliness” of castor oil and its ability to “cling” to very hot moving parts
make it an outstanding racing oil for high performance engines. In fact, it is the basic ingredient of Castrol-R racing motor oil for high speed automobile and motorcycle engines. Castor oil is a popular fuel additive for two cycle engines, and imparts a distinctive aroma to the exhaust of these engines. Castor wax, a hard wax produced by the hydrogenation (chemical combination with hydrogen) of pure castor oil, is used in polishes, electrical condensers, carbon paper, and as a solid lubricant.
This article is great!!!!!! I had no idea that castor oil had such a history to it. It is used for Biodiesel, and even has an electrical charge. IT is positively polar! UNBELIEVABLE. Oh and drink it every other day…… you have to be careful when extraCTING the oil for it can be a poison if not done properly. I am currently growing it now on the farm!
CASTOR OIL
The all-purpose health aid and poison
I have never had the pleasure (or displeasure) of ingesting castor oil. As a kid, though, I remember watching reruns of The Little Rascals, in which castor oil was used from time to time, and I have a vague recollection that my grandmother may have had an old bottle sitting around somewhere. Whenever I heard castor oil mentioned, comedically or otherwise, it seemed to have a threat attached to it: “If you’re not good, I’ll give you a spoonful of castor oil.” Oddly enough, this threat even seemed to be present when a child was apparently sick: “If you don’t get better, we’re going to have to give you some castor oil.” In other words, this stuff was seemingly so awful it could scare you into recovery, though I never quite grasped why that was. Presumably it tasted bad, but then, so did cough syrup. How terrible could a spoonful of anything be? And apart from tasting bad, what exactly was castor oil supposed to do?
In-N-Out
The short answer is that castor oil is a strong laxative—and presumably, cleansing the bowels in such a forceful manner could serve either a beneficial or a punitive purpose. But then, if it’s a laxative you’re after, there are less obnoxious potions, such as prune juice or even oatmeal. The taste itself, apparently, was supposed to build character. Castor oil is also known to induce vomiting—again, occasionally a medically useful thing, though more often, a symptom one would wish to be cured of.
It turns out that there’s much more to castor oil—both good and bad—than Grandma ever suspected.
Castor oil comes from the seed of a plant called Ricinus communis, which grows in most parts of the world. The seeds are commonly known as “castor beans” because they look like beans, though the name Ricinus is Latin for a type of tick, which the seed also resembles. To obtain castor oil, one simply removes the hulls of the seeds and cold-presses them.
The oil is extremely versatile. Castor oil is used in the production of plastics, soaps, textiles, paints, cosmetics, inks and dyes, adhesives, lubricants, polishes, and numerous other products. It’s also sometimes used to induce labor in pregnant women, though from what I’ve read, its effectiveness in such cases is somewhat in doubt. Only a tiny percentage of the oil is sold for medicinal use—and only a tiny percentage of that is ever actually used as a purgative or emetic. Although it’s very effective at causing the digestive system to discharge its contents (from whichever end), its unpleasant taste has made its use quite rare these days.
Weapon of Mass Doo-Doo
Mussolini famously used castor oil as a weapon of sorts against political dissidents in Italy in the 1920s. Fascist operatives would capture their opponents and force-feed them a large quantity of castor oil. This produced severe diarrhea—in some cases, severe enough to cause death. (When the explicit goal was to murder someone rather than scare them, a little gasoline was mixed into the castor oil for good measure.)
But the humble castor plant can in fact do much worse. The residue left over after pressing castor seeds contains about 5% ricin, an astonishingly toxic poison. How toxic? Well, I’ve read that it’s twice as poisonous as cobra venom, 6,000 times as poisonous as cyanide, and 12,000 times as poisonous as rattlesnake venom. A dose as small as the weight of a single grain of salt can be lethal to an adult human. And it’s even more deadly when inhaled than when ingested. In other words, it’s really not something you want to mess with, especially since there’s no antidote. Ricin has been used in the production of chemical weapons, and although it’s not as toxic as some such agents, it’s extremely hard to control, as the plants can grow nearly anywhere and extraction of the poison is relatively simple. (For that matter, simply consuming a few of the raw seeds can kill you.)
All this, of course, leads one to wonder whether there might not potentially be tiny amounts of ricin in castor oil. I’ve read conflicting statements—some sources say no, pure castor oil contains no ricin at all; others say it contains some, but it’s such a miniscule amount that it wouldn’t hurt anyone. For some reason, I don’t find that terribly comforting. All in all, it’s a good argument to stick with that high-fiber diet, and if I really need an awful-tasting laxative, I’ll spike my prune juice with vodka. —Joe Kissell
It is grown as an ornamental in gardens, sometimes as a houseplant, and also grows as a weed.
It is an annual in the south and a perennial in the tropics, and it may reach “15 feet tall outdoors”.
It is a woody herb belonging to the family of Euphorbiacea (Spurge).
Another reference

Castor oil is a vegetable oil obtained from the castor bean (technically castor seed as the castor plant, Ricinus communis, is not a member of the bean family). Castor oil (CAS number 8001-79-4) is a colorless to very pale yellow liquid with mild or no odor or taste. Its boiling point is and its density is 961 kg·m-3. It is a triglyceride in which approximately ninety percent of fatty acid chains are ricinoleic acid . Oleic and linoleic acids are the other significant components.
Bean is a common name for large plant seeds of several genus of the Family Fabaceae used for human food or animal feed.The whole young pods of bean plants, if picked before the pods ripen and dry, can be tender enough to eat whole, whether cooked or raw….
is a glyceride in which the glycerol is esterified with three fatty acids. It is the main constituent of vegetable oil and animal fats….
Ricinoleic acid is an saturation omega-9 fatty acid fatty acid that naturally occurs in mature Castor plant seeds or in sclerotium of ergot ….
Oleic acid is a monounsaturated omega-9 fatty acid fatty acid found in various animal and vegetable sources. It has the formula C18H34O2 ….
Linoleic acid is an unsaturated omega-6 fatty acid. It is a colorless liquid. In physiological literature, it is called 18:2. Chemically, linoleic acid is a carboxylic acid with an 18-carbon chain and two cis double bonds; the first double bond is located at the sixth carbon from the omega end….
Background
Ricinoleic acid, a monounsaturated, 18-carbon fatty acid , is unusual in that it has a hydroxyl functional group on the twelfth carbon. This functional group causes ricinoleic acid (and castor oil) to be unusually polar, and also allows chemical derivatization that is not practical with most other seed oils. It is the hydroxyl group which makes castor oil and ricinoleic acid valuable as chemical feedstocks. Compared to other seed oils which lack the hydroxyl group, castor oil demands a higher price. As an example, in July 2007 Indian castor oil sold for about US$0.90 per kilogram (US$0.41 per pound) while U.S. soybean , sunflower and canola
An unsaturated fat is a fat or fatty acid in which there are one or more double bonds in the fatty acid chain. A fat molecule is Monounsaturated fat if it contains one double bond, and polyunsaturated if it contains more than one double bond….
In chemistry, especially biochemistry, a fatty acid is a carboxylic acid often with a long unbranched aliphatic tail , which is either saturation or Unsaturated compound….
Hydroxyl in chemistry stands for a molecule consisting of an oxygen atom and a hydrogen atom connected by a covalent bond. The neutral form is a hydroxyl Radical and the hydroxyl anion is called a hydroxide….
In organic chemistry, functional groups are specific groups of atoms within molecules that are responsible for the characteristic chemical reactions of those molecules….
In chemistry, polarity refers to the dipole-dipole intermolecular forces between the slightly electric charge end of one molecule to the negative end of another or the same molecule….
Derivatization is a technique used in chemistry which transforms a chemical Chemical compound into a Product of similar chemical structure, called derivative ….
Brake fluid is a type of hydraulic fluid used in hydraulic brake applications in motorcycles, automobiles, light trucks, and some advanced bicycles….
Paint is any liquid, liquifiable, or mastic composition which after application to a Substrate in a thin layer is converted to an opaque solid film….
A dye can generally be described as a colored substance that has an Chemical affinity to the Wiktionary:substrate to which it is being applied….
Coating is a covering that is applied to an object. The aim of applying coatings is to improve surface properties of a bulk material usually referred to as a Substrate ….
An ink is a liquid containing various pigments and/or dyes used for coloring a surface to produce an , writing, or design. Ink is used for drawing and/or writing with a pen, brush or quill….
Wax has traditionally referred to a substance that is secreted by bees and used by them in constructing their honeycombs.It is an imprecisely defined term generally understood to be a substance with properties similar to beeswax, namely…
Nylon is a generic designation for a family of synthetic polymers known generically as polyamides and first produced on February 28, 1935 by Wallace Carothers at DuPont….
Perfume is a mixture of fragrant essential oils and aroma compounds, fixatives, and solvents used to give the human body, animals, objects, and living spaces a pleasant smell….
Sulfuric acid, hydrogen2sulfuroxygen4, is a strong mineral acid. It is soluble in water at all concentrations. Sulfuric acid has many applications, and is one of the top products of the chemical industry….
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Saturday, November 14th, 2009139.5 lbs…..
Castor oil day…. another one glad to be over. I think I will finish having to drink the oil in about 3 months. I mine as well drink motor oil. (its nauseating)
Alot of new projects starting at the farm…. a couple of surprises too! will have pics up soon. Currently, I just bought a giant teachers board to make a huge list of all seeds. I am trying to keep things organized. Different seeds with different requirements for growing. Also building a little case to store all the seeds. I have bought just about all open pollinated seeds so they can be reused. Hybrid seeds are are made specially for one use. I am not too interested in this although they are usually better at resistance to disease. We are looking into getting a couple honey bee hives started as well. This will help with the pollination of the plants who require it.
I had to bring back the other fridge…… Funny blunder story about that. The last fridge looked very old and old style… You never really know what your buying here in Thailand especially when it is second hand. I was wondering why it was so loud, so very cold, and leaked so much water…….. well IT WAS A FREEZER. a BLUNDER——–
I had my secretary go pick it out and buy that…. who does speak fluent thai and even the sales people negelecting to tell him so! The sales people here NEVER say no. They apologized afterwards. I had to upgrade to a newer better model regardless. This one ended up costing about 600 dollars US. It still looks like it has a good 10 years life left in it. I would say in about 60-90 days this fridge should be well stocked with all the wonderful new veggies on the way!
You can see inside the fridge is quite full for just one person eating on this therapy. I usally go through this much in one weeks time. This is where the juicing really enables to access a multitute and magnitude of vitimins to make sure the body is optimally fighting disease.
The following below is a picture of my right ankle. Its a little hard to see for my camera phone doesnt really take the best of pictures for closeups. I think you are able to see some signs of whay I was referring to last post about dying bacteria. This is a good sign, a sign of hope for me. I dont mind taking 2 years to get rid of this…….. I want just want some assurance along the way. Females expect the same thing in long term realtionships……. ASSURANCE ….. oh and money too.
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Friday, November 13th, 2009weight is about the same….. it fluctuates in between 137-142 lbs. depending on the day. Today was a castor oil day which completely cleans out your body….
Its important on this therapy to do anything that keeps your mind busy……. Having the lady who prepares the meals and juices, and my secretary has been a savior! At this point, I am not sure what I would do without them! I ordered a food dehydrator and a food processer off the internet. I am looking to increase the types of foods I can prepare. I have been eating just about the same foods everyday. The dehydrator is nice for drying fruits such as tomatoes and bannans…. that makes a great snack. Also, the dehydrator can be used for making flaxeed nacho chips….. this is important to have a raw natural nacho for chips and salsa……. EVERYONE LOVES CHIPS AND SALSA…. why not make one that is healthy for you?
I wish I had a little extra time not so sick and weak to experiment with this type of stuff. Its quite hard for me to handle stuff like this right now. On youtube they have plenty of recipes for the dehydrator as well….. Changing your total eating lifestyle requires learning techniques of preparing food as well!
Nice spider outside of my place here…..
This is a good story here……….. some people in the neighborhood brought this two rabbits over to my house. They told me they wanted 20 dollars for both. Im thinking to myself…… I didnt say that I wanted any rabbits……… why would they come here and bring these rabbits to my place? They told me hey look you want the rabbits or not? i FIGURED IT MIGHT BE SOLICIT THE WHITE GUY DAY OR SOMETHING…. Then the lady says you wanted two rabbit so we brought them for you……. I end up talking to my secretary later that day and he was down the street the night before talking about how he MIGHT be interested in LOOKING at some rabbits….. well that was serious enough to deliver this rabbits to my porch…. no big deal, just that whole day im thinking why are these rabbits here?






































