Gerson Thailand Cancer Therapy Grandpas Organic Farm Chiang Dao

health is starting to get a little better this week.  I have decided to start eating all raw uncooked veggies this week.  today is day 3 already and I am already improving much.  I just cannot digest any cooked foods any longer.  Therefore alot of salads, dried flaxseed cakes, and tomato salsas.  My goal is to do this for about 10 days then switch to  a  fast for around 10 days or so.  I have to do something to try and repair my gut and colon.  I just cant keep putting so much food through that I am not utilizing. 

     My knees are in mych pain including my ankles.  Tghe detox seems to be working its path.  There isnt a day that goes on where I am not aware of this.  Now my sickness seems like the most real thing in my life.  Real meaning its with me everyday and I must accept this everyday.  I still convinve myself in the morning I am sick again for the day.  Its a cold hard reality difficult to accept.  I am doing my best to win this war.  This week is better than last.  A haircut and a shave just are not an option now. 

    I am building a nice garden in my backyard now.  I also have begun a farming project at dar dalay farm in chiang dao.  I figure at this point, the more organic the better.  Im excited to have a year behind me now.  I have learned much from this past year and look forawrd to further kick ass

BP- 90/58 pulse 82 weight- 68.1 kg

Still on a roller coaster with my health.  Imapproaching one year into my health therapy now and still am quite unsure as to how I am doing overall.    One guarantee is that i will be lethargic….  in the mornings my body aches all over like I exercised the night before.  I miss being able to exercise.  That was always my cure for anxiety and stress.  I am 11 days shy of one year now.  I hate this therapy and I love it.  Living a dream and a nightmare.  I believe I am destined to regain my health, it just might take more effort and time than I orignally thought.  I really dont have a choice at this point to push forward.   I will be beginning a health fast soon where I will eat any food and switch to juicing only for a week.  I need to give my digestion system a break.  I think this will help with my ongoing constipation issues.

BP 96/61 87 69.5 kg 153 lbs.

Digestion and constipation still seems to be my main issues now.  Constant starvation still plagues me throughout the day.  I am considering beginning a meditation or yoga routine.  I feel like the food is a drug addiction and im like a wild animal who cant stop eating.  My body just simply cannot digest large amounts of food.  Im in alot of daily pain all over my body.  Detoxing for this long will surely do this.   I might sound positive in my blog posts, but I do have down times surely.  Its a good run, but I must complete what ive started.  I can feel bacteria in my ankles and knees trying to come out of my body.  I know its there I can feel it. 

     Diet is mostly lentil soup in morning, 2-3 salads, and tomato soup for lunch and dinner.  I have all beefsteak and roma tomato from my farm now that taste just like breast milk!  I find myself over eating alot due to hunger.  I also think my body is starved for extra nutrition since I am battling a chrinic disease.  I miss tacos and pizza. 

Took my truck in today for a tire rotation and balancing….  I got new brakes instead.  That was officially the 10,000 miscommunication ive had in this country!  my brakes were squeaking and needed to be replaced anyway!  haha

What shall I wear today?