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BP- 78/52 64 weight-63.2 kg

Its monday, and im back on… thats the good news.  suffered my major setbacks over the weekend.  starting last Thursday i was experiencing horrible gas and pains in my gut.  It seemed like a blockage coming from my upper digestive system.  Had to go to the hospital.  Had a an x-ray and some blood work.  luckily my blood work came out very nice!  which is nice to know after 28 days of fasting!  My xray revealed some gas as the first doctor described.   I went to go see a GI specialist in town the same day.  He took one look at the xray and declared I had fecal waste still in the colon!  I couldnt believe this!  I havnt eaten anything in 4 weeks!  Needless to say it wasnt fecal waste in my colon!

This is why i hate doctors!  I caught him in two different lies on my first meeting with him.  Total D-bag!

I had gas issues resulting from some horrible over acidic conditions in my stomach.  I simply neglected to think how acidic my body has become!   i am drinking 13 juices a day and drinking fermented kefir juice without anything to absorb or level out the acidity!  Therefore, my body began rejected all fluids to enter my body!

I had an upper GI test and a colonoscopy at the hospital completed.   I really hate doctors and hospitals.  I felt that the time was right to do so.  I still needed to figure out what the hell is going on in my ongoing issues!  This meant of course I had to reintroduce chemicals back into the body with he anesthesia.   I felt very hungover the next day….  Nothing like feeling hungover without getting drunk!  Happy I dont drink anymore!  Yesterday i just felt like hell!  Good news is that my colon is a bit sluggish, but VERY healthy.  I seem to have some acid problems in the stomach and surrounding areas.  I can certainly fix this with some balancing of the pH in my system.  Back to the drawing board again!  Another lesson learned.  I have to accept this and move on.  I refuse to break my fast.  I will continue to try and heal the gut with a proper pH balance.  The show must go on!

weight- BP- 82/49 59

it usually takes a few days for the sodium to kick in.  the problem with the reintroduction to the sodium will come some swelling and water retention in the feet and ankles.  There was nothing else I could do.  Have to listen to the body.  Alot of health research and natural therapy stress NO SALT, NO SALT!  Yes, well after certain periods my body just cant handle it anymore.  Not everyones body is the same!  I seem to have a horrible problem with sodium potassium balance and retaining fluids.  This happened to me back in at  the end of November last time.  I remember that all to well.  Horrible type of hallucinating, weak, and dehydrated feeling.  I have been adding some sea salt 2-3 times daily in my juices.  I would say by tomorrow or the next day i will feel much better.  I can handle physical ailments no problem… I have grown quite accustom to pain and inconvenience.  Its the mental setbacks I fear and react most dangerously to.   I mentioned in yesterdays post that mentally i am still well.

Certainly, before the full moon there had to be some type of surprise lurking for me!  Oh well, its done and over with.  In the future I will add small amounts of salt to my juice to prevent this Low blood pressure in the future.  It gets so bad that i lay in bed and I get numbness in hands and feet so bad I cant sleep.  Dizziness and tiredness accompany as well.    i will take this as yet another learning lesson.

weight-65. 3 kg  BP- 75/45 72 VERY LOW

was forced to begin adding some sodium into my juice.  My blood pressure is suffering greatly again.  62 bee stings up and down the back yesterday.  Facing some dehydration issues during the evening.  Unbelievable considering I am consuming 13 juices and additional teas daily.  Very tired and lethargic but still ok mentally.  Took it very easy today.  Hope to rebound tomorrow.  Trying to concentrate more on listening to my body.  This time of immense toxin release and healing is essential.  I can do this god damn it

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BP- 90/51 64 weight- 66 Kg

took yesterday off bee stings. will resume today with 50 stings on the spine.

on and off headaches, and extreme lethargy are the daily norm. I have been using beet root juice more and more in my enemas. Trying to find the best mixture to pull out waste from the colon. I know incorporate the enemas consisting of wheat grass juice, beet juice, carrot juice, urine, coffee, and kefir at times. Im trying to perfect the perfect potion. I am still having some daily waste leave my body. Yesterday i had a great release and full bowel movement again! Hopefully this is more unwanted disease bearing substances coming out.
Making it through this first full moon session has been very important for me. Very close now and seem to be handling the tough times fairly well. I usually will get some reprieve after the full moon passes. Therefore, I am confident I can make it till the next full moon now. It helps that I have been limiting my daily activities, and not putting myself in positions for failure. This is very important. I still try and get out sometimes, to leave the house, but it is quickly and usually for a massage.
School is progressing well. i enjoy my classes this semester, and the reading complements the fasting very well. I never knew how much I could read in one day! It certainly helps pass the time.

optimism and patience are critical now.

weight 64.8 kg - 142. 5 lbs. BP- 87/53 66

50 daily bee stings along the spine is becoming a norm. Last night I woke to some major night sweats! I like the sign of night sweats! That means my body is ridding of infection. My pillow and bed were quite saturated. My weight is steadily on the downfall. It all depends what time of the day I weigh myself. After 13 juices throughout the day I can gain 1 Kg. In the morning after eliminating alot of liquid over the evening, I will be at my lowest.
Happy to have my first 3 weeks completed now. I am hoping to remain calm and able to complete my mission.
I am starting to get some slight headaches, which seem to be toxins releasing from my body. Nothing to unbearable now. Must say the last 3-4 days have been ok considering. Taking one day at a time here. Online school classes are going well. I am glad I have plenty of information to read now with a full 12 credit hour schedule. Two of my 4 classes will commence at the end of June and are accelerated courses. In these first two weeks of school , I have completed almost half the entire reading already! I really dont mind, and I am taking courses that appeal to me. Reading is a wonderful thing to do while fasting.

Weight- BP- 76 / 49 pulse 73 LOW Weight - 65.7 Kg (144.5 lbs.)

day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute…..

this current fast and health plan is a true test to my character. Its truly get busy living, or get busy dying time. The roughest times seem to have only begun. I 100 percent believe that in 3-4 months I can be much better off than i am currently now. Continuing this plan is a must. I believe that my actions now are truly serving as a testament to the desire to LIVE. Deep down inside I am be depressed and angry, but deep down inside I have a strong love for life and desire to succeed. Therefore this battle will continue.
The urine injections are causing pretty bad headaches. Im not sure if this is from the urine itself, or the urine removing the toxins. The headaches seem to start about 20 minutes after the injection. Yesterday I did two 1 cc injections. Today I will take a day off, and try on half cc for tomorrow. I am still drinking 13 fresh pressed organic juices daily. I consume honey about 3-4 times daily.
Yesterday I struggled again mentally. It seems like every other day now, mental clarity is unattainable. I had a generator installed at my house. Constant power outages in a third world village have forced no other option. The power goes out 3-4 times a week here. Cant have the organic veggies spoiling because of this. Welcome to the jungle, baby……

I believe at this point I am gaining a type of momentum. A type of momentum that can build from someone who is trying so damn hard, someone who refuses to give up in adverse times, the someone who can lead and have others follow.

BP-74 / 51 77 weight -

toxins are swirling around and around again….. creating a tremendous amount of anxiety and confusion. This feeling is rather unkind. I sit here and stew over stupid bullshit for hours on end…. very tough to suppress these feelings. I am a very angry upset individual deep inside. Just wish i had a better way now to vent my anger. i miss exercising to vent this negative energy.
I have begun urine injections via syringe. I am currently starting with one cc of fresh urine inter-muscular injection. I have read some research on these benefits some im giving it a try. I will do another bee stings series today as well. Had a nice massage last evening. Helps with the stress and improves the detoxification. Seems to be a rough road ahead now. Im not fucking around anymore. I want this shit out of my body, its gonna be hell one more time to me on its way out. There is no getting around this fact.
The insects in the jungle are becoming unbearable. My room and bed are full of ants. I have just about gave up on trying to control them. Therefore they are just free to crawl over me while im mentally stewing. These are not your innocent western ants neither… these are some real bastardly pricks! Last night had a Thai equivalent to a fish fly situation. These bastards are everywhere and migrate directly into the home. Certainly some nice added stressors during this difficult time. The things men have to do to get a skinny girl these days… i swear to god. (buddha)